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headache, backache. gosh. enough of all these larhh!

feeling quite empty still, since the ruanxian concert is over. ohh well. saturday is the last day of 2011 alr.. time really flies. thinking back to what actually happened this year.. its really a pain. from the first day of sec 4.. to mid year.. to prelims.. o level... then SYCO audition, kaoji, ruanxian concert.. hahas, really a busy year.

hmm.. talking about SYCO. i'm shortlisted. :D hahas, quite happy. hmm, but orientation's on the 11 Jan.. which means i'm gonna miss my class bbq. ):

hmm. class bbq. 4e2. thinking back, i also spent my 2 years with this class. from 3e2 to 4e2, though there unhappiness, its kind of fun. form class days... LOL. but to me, it seems like a nightmare. secondary school life.. memorable but sad. sometimes, its better to just let it go.. and that'll be something that i need to learn.

i still remember the day i first step into Damai Sceondary School.. the horror of entering into a new environment.. new friends.. and leaving the comfortable environment of the 6 years in Maha Bodhi.. knowing that all of us are going to new schools.. hmm. being enlisted in 1e5.. and all the sadness in sec 1.. entering the P and VP office due to a project (yarh yarh, cause of Qi Fang!) being left out for half a year.. and finally being found out innocent.. that's a bunch of crap now.. shows me how the world will be like.. even though its true that the world outside has worst people than her.. ohh well.

sec 2e5.. hais. i still remember the stupid things that happened too. that's when i know Yu Fong.. hmm.. and i guess that starts everything.. all the troubles between me and Zhao Hua.. but that's the past.. at least not anymore. :/

going into sec 3.. leaving 2e5 and into 3e2.. knowing new friends.. and being betrayed even by my closest friend.. hais.. sad life.

sec 4.. hectic life. busy with studies. mid year... prelims.. then o levels. hahas. on top of that.. have ruanxian rehearsals.. SY auditions.. kaoji.. but all starts well and ends well. (: tiring though..

time really flies.. hais.. time to let go of the past.. well, 2011 is coming to an end.. and i really wish it takes these away too... time to emo.

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finally! i survived the very very busy week! :D

hmm, performance is over. everything done. nth to worry alr.

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this week, tiring. 4 days of cca. no choice i can say. =/

morning, school-ed with Rachel. den reached school, called ______ on the phone. -.-" then class.. usual. after school, oral. flunked it. so, yeaa. cca and home-d.

now a days, i just find myself unable to keep awake. i dunno why. i have been trying to be it didn't work somehow. =/ hais.

~~i guess.. i shall never have a peaceful year this year. =/~~

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COMPETITION! TODAY OSSIA COMPETITION!
and i can't go.. *sobs*

anyways, going to watch lion king later. kidda bored right now cause SOMEONE is SOMEWHERE now. LOLx.

to think, i'm someone useless right? yeaa, maybe i am. but you have no fucking rights to comment, because you are even worst than me. if you think you're so perfect, go fuck yourself, cause you are not.

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"I said i don't want to walk this earth
if i gotta to do it, solo."

kidda tired today. swam in the morning. now kind of no energy.

tmr have cca. damn sianx diao. hais. ):

sometimes i think that its up to one to do it. and i'm starting to think, those people are kids. that's why they do childish actions. what else do they know? they just dunno how it feels when one is betrayed by their best friends. and they only know how to laugh. and they are the worst kind. who are they? figure yourself. if you're reading, pls rethink your actions. you guys criticise me, think about yourself. you think you didn't do it? den fuck off.

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