So I did spend quite an interesting Friday last week, and by spending time with Vanessa again made me feel at peace once more. What's better that I can ask for? What's better than spending the day quietly at home with the people you care for?
Then, went for team dinner in the evening. had so many drinks that I know that i wasn't myself. Just wanted to release all that... pain and stress. and who would have guessed that the person who ended up easing my mind would be the least expected person of all?
This last week really got me thinking, why things happened the way it did. All I ask for now is just to have a normal day, everyday, without any unnecessary things going on, and hoping that the days are like that always. No pain, no stress.
Worst still, I can't close myself out because of the nature of my job. Having to speak out to ppl, having to talk just to get information, knowing that I would get ignored again anyways. I'm getting more and more tired daily, just looking forward to each day's end, hoping the next never comes.
In any case, I should get back to work. Things aren't very.. smooth. Just hope next week will be the end of my working year.
Signing off,
Keulleeo_
12122019
Labels: #nowplaying 九张机 - 叶炫清