even though 2-3 years has passed... though so many things has happened.. i figured that i have to make myself realise what is actually happening. time flew by so quickly..
went for a swim yesterday. and that's the only time i can think well.. underwater. however, even swimming couldn't erase those memories.... have been telling myself, what's the point of holding on? move on. but of course, it's easier said than done.
carrying a heavy load. letting it off. yes, i will. i have to.
