5 days have passed since the last time i blogged. and i've found those memories, and i finally understood the reason why i wanted to forget those memories.
even though 2-3 years has passed... though so many things has happened.. i figured that i have to make myself realise what is actually happening. time flew by so quickly..
went for a swim yesterday. and that's the only time i can think well.. underwater. however, even swimming couldn't erase those memories.... have been telling myself, what's the point of holding on? move on. but of course, it's easier said than done.
carrying a heavy load. letting it off. yes, i will. i have to.
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Its been quite sometime since i last blogged.
Many things have changed. and its at a rate that i can hardly catch up with. projects, presentations, test, exams. all are coming up so soon, and yet i have been so distracted by what's happening now.
Losing part of my memory is just purely torturing. i wonder what am i suppose to do? in order to calm my brain, and start studying again, i have to let it go for awhile. but, it just causes me lots of headaches. of course, tests and exams are just much more important than the memory.
Just like what Yu Fong say, it'll return on its own. and yes, to answer your qn, Mr Chew, i knew you before i was sec 3.
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school has been terrible. tiring. SYCO practice has started, so its busy busy busy! a trip to taiwan with Ruan Xian this june... and i hope it'll not be of a problem.
gotta go back to work.
