我努力想起你笑着哭泣让自己深爱你再学会放弃我不想忘记你就算可以我宁可记得所有伤心我努力想起你苦也没关系用祝福和感激勇敢失去你爱你这个决定虽然艰辛我不说对不起
it hasn't been any better for me.
kaoji ytd.. received the news of a merit. at least its better than a just passed or a fail. shouldn't expect that much. learning zhong ruan.. an interest. doing my best should be the best of anything. results meant nth. putting in effort is the best. however.. thinking back.. what used to happen because of a result.. hais.. it ain't sth i liked to think of.
not enough sleep.. eyebags came out.. and mum complaining about it.. as if i could do anything? plus.. i couldn't get sufficient rest at all.. hais. unrest is settling in now. i couldn't think properly. i'm feeling the emptiness, sadness and confusion now. like bad mood can lift up the mood?! but ohh well... feeling tired is becoming an excuse for a rest.. and i have to carry on doing my things. it's not gonna help just by feeling tired...
i wish that i can put these aside. its starting to irritate myself. enough of these...
Labels: emptiness.
