ClaireSim♥

i'm tired after a day of guzheng. really whole day you know. its like, never ending? hais. one whole week except for thursday and sunday don't have guzheng. all other days have. i'm freaking, freaking tired about it. whatever.

today, a very very boring day. early morning went to school for practice, then have some recording stuff. just cause of the stupid MTV for the Gala Dinner next year. wtf? gagagaga~ i wanna sleep alr.

to say about it, i don't know what to do. this whole year can be counted as wasted. study fail, never study oso fail. and to say, i'm always always tired. i can never have the energy for anything. that's crazy. i don't even know what i'm thinking about.

and then, many things to consider. things to think about. hais. i just couldn't stop it. its not really a good thing. i've been like.... trapped in a small world.. and, it could take me a long time to get out. i'm like, emoing everyday? i wouldn't say that i'm not. i'm feeling like as if i'm going crazy, which is not i think but it is.

i wondered, if i can let it go.
i wondered, why does this happen?
i wondered, is there any reasons for me?
i wondered, were there choices for me?
i wondered, if my days would improve.
i wondered, if time could be turned back?
i wondered, can anything be done?

hais.
i just wish that time could be turned back....

if time can be turned back, i would choose not to like anyone. but since i can't, i'll accept the fact that i like you. maybe i dunno what's the reason, but, i'll tell you the truth someday. i ♥ you.

Labels: emo....