ClaireSim♥

every single thing seemed so fucked up. i'm tired.

i told Arini today that i'm leaving de clique. i wonder if it's sth smart to do. i'm sorry.

schooled. i dun even really bothered to say hi. i'm very tired anyways. hence not in de mood. had SS, EL, History, Recess, Amaths and Bio. Combined assembly today, so yeaa. went to Loyang to get my Disk, and homed. lucky the rain didn't came pouring down.

i'm very very very sorry. i'm in emo mood. might post lesser.

Labels: emo.

i'm bored~

had swimming in de morning. den i came up from de pool, i felt pain at my ankle. i think i sprained it again.
i'm still thinking. Grace is having her last swimming lesson today, that's what she think though. hais. i'll miss her if it is. ):

~~ehh. i've enough of you larh. you will stop not? me and him, nth in between lorh. dun anyhow.~~

headache again. when will it go away?!

double helix bridge is completed. its opening today. seeing de weather, i hope it doesn't rain again. -.-"
its has been raining continuously this few days. oops, de sky is crying~ suddenly its raining soo heavily... WOW.

morning was tuition, den ate lunch. i was shocked by sth though. i'm not gonna say. den, helped Hazel to bathe, and now com-ing. currently in no mood.

~~i♥you~~

Labels: emo..

i'm very very tired. my headache won't go away. i can't do anything about.

i still fail my 2.4 test. no choice.

i'm fucking tired of you. FUCK OFF.

X-Country today. can't run still. having headache all of a sudden and had to stop. only chiong at the last 100m. headed to buy drinks. went to TM after X-Country to eat. den walked around. headed over to T1, saw Kean and BK at MRT station. den Claire Ho, Eileen and Dionne walked past, and came rushing towards Kean. "hi, Kean." den followed by "you see! is her larhh!" . this was Claire ho's reaction. after that walked around with them while waiting for Kean. den she broke her promises. she wasted my time. but, nvm. i had fun with Eileen, Claire ho and Dionne. so i dun give a damn.

i think i'm going on MIA. i need time to recover..

~~once, its okay. twice its alright. but thrice, that's over the line. you've crossed my limit.~~

~~i♥you.~~

headache headache, when will you go away?
tmr is X-country cum 2.4 run. hope i dun fail! =X

i'm super tired!!!!!! feel like sleeping any moment. schooled as usual. had two test first thing in de morning. got back chemistry practical marks. its a full marks. but, i'm not happy though, cause of my mood.

went to BBT after school with BK, Andre, YK and John. chatted on de way. took 59 homed.

i'm still kidda no mood. i dun know what's wrong with me.. i'm kind of gone mad. mad. worst and worst. i dunno what i gonna have to do to get a happier day.. but, how? i've totally forgotten what's happiness. even it takes a hundred years, its worth a try. but, i'm not even trying. i think i've totally given up on my life. pls, someone. wake me up.

exams are nearing, i'm totally in no mood. i'm not even prepared. ):

should i go on MIA? i wonder.

i'm tired. very tired of this. tired of everything. why no one wans to kill me? i'm tired of living seriously.

school-ed today. feeling damn unwell. den headed home in de heavy rain. i'm wet through. boarded de bus, feeling cold. and den... reached home... rushed to bathe. but then, too late. -.- headache came back. argh. now feeling damn unwell. feel like puking liao.

anyways, i dunno what to do. i'm very... hais. no mood.

when i need help, you simply ignore me. when i'm in bad mood, you do stupid stuffs to irritate me. when i'm happy you say i siao. when you need help you find me. when you dun need my help, you throw me aside. what kind of friend are you may i ask? you dun deserve what you got now. today, you got what you deserved. serve you right.

i'm pissed off enough. guys, i'm leaving de clique. so long.

hmmm.....

had school today. arrived at 7 plus. kind of tired though. kept wanting to sleep. hais.
first was HR. presentation for PCIP. argh. i hate presentations.
after that was Amaths and Emaths. took back papers. kidda not happy with it. careless, or else dunno how do. i have enough of it. recess. den MT. Wang Zhe never come class. too bad that i have to stuck in this class. i have no mood at all. i just totally no mood. after MT was physics. slept for half of de lesson. den bio practical.

after practical, called dad. he asked me to wait. waited with KaiLi for her dad to come, den went to BBT with BK, Andre and Yong Kang. saw Kevin Chong on de way. after that went back to shool there de bus stop and waited for dad. chatted with YK and Audre. dad came and went for class.

i'm very tired. freaking tired to be exact.

~~i♥you.~~

i dun see my mood to be getting any better. -.-" the weather seemed to be just like my mood. kidda starting to think de truth. i think, i think.. its true.

today, i'm still as blur. maybe even worst. i read my chinese compo again and again but i just couldn't find my mistakes! thanks to kaili for helping me out. thanks!
den had to stay back after school for amaths extra lesson and den amaths test. this time at least i can still do some question. hahas.

end liao. wanted to go home but rained so heavily. no choice stayed in school, do hw. (see, i so guai.) after that went home. very lucky sia, i reach home bathe liao den heavy rain. LOLx..

WOOOOOOO. tired day.
i think its time for me to do some proper blogging.

16042010; friday.
schooled. had EL den PE. after that was recess, amaths and MT. had Napfa test in de afternoon. at night went for class and den whitesands. (:

17042010; saturday.
woke up with a body ache. went for breakfast den tuition. watched some dvd.

18042010; sunday; today.
went swimming. had a backache after that. argh. i'm still suffering from pain after my napfa. too bad for me i guess.

Fong arh, you better take care horh. drink water! bad bad, sleep early okay? (:

i've been thinking. real and serious thinking. i think its true.

Labels: completely lost in the maze; the horrible maze.

omg, i'm super tired! ):

its done its done. time can never turn back unless you are a time wizard... i'm tired... i'm sad. its like sth which i can't stop right now. i have forgotten what is happiness. i've forgotten how to cheer up. its nth i've been through before, but pls... stop it. i'm very very tired. hais...

things aren't going as well this week. i just reached home not long ago... and it doesn't seem right at all.
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chatted on sms with Yu Fong on de way home. den it was raining very heavily. darn it. den i was wet when i boarded the mrt to PR. after that i took home shuttle bus back and was wet again. now i'm having a HEADACHE. awesome. -.-"

i was thinking. could it be true? i hope not. pls. ):

hais. i'm very tired. i'm tired of all this.......

no mood still.

i'm still... like that. ):

i'm still confused. that's it. i'm not in any mood at all. i'm very sad...

i'm confused. i'm thinking of going on MIA again, since i'm a nobody to anyone larhh. i dun care alr...

was tired after speech day.. can't concentrate any longer....
i'm totally in distress. no mood to post.

if time can turn back, i will settle this once and for all.

what! what is this larhh. eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Mrs Lee told me what position i'm in Guzheng.

here's de committee for Guzheng 2010. Grats.
Elieen, Kaili, Lijun, Desmond, Kai En, and me. =/

anyways. i hope guzhengnist dun stur troubles. ):
today was a stupid day for me. hais.

i'm tired. very tired. why does everything seemed so wrong? i dun understand. couldn't it be sth where i wouldn't know? why must it be when i know and it seem wrong for what i should not even think nor know about it? i'm sad and confused.

today was suckish. i flunked my bio. i'm kidda in bad shape where i have headache and was sleepy. i think was cause i didn't sleep the previous night. how sad could it be?
then after cme was some kind of like, camp refresher? yeaa. kinda no mood. ate and home-d.

when it comes to this, i have no idea what am i doing. i'm very very confused. how much do i know myself? how much? i really dunno who am i.

Labels: i'm confused. what am i?

i'm tired.

tmr is full dress rehersal for speech day. stupid.

DRAGONICA IS STILL THE BEST! (:

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

school-ed. den had cca. hais. too bad. then some guys are M A D! super mad. hahahas. too bad for some people. got to sleep. nights!

tag replies.
che: YO MEI! (:

Labels: emo-ing, happy.

ARGH. i just can't imagine how bored at home.

today morning went for breakfast at Giant. then, daddy's car broke down when we were preparing to go back! plus, mummy bought quite a awful amount of things and some were quite heavy. ended up, i walked home with mummy. pulling and dragging things. -.-"

then tuition-ed. tired.... after tuition used com, study history then on com again. kidda lazy now.

i'm tired. very tired. i dunno what i'm thinking. it can't be.. it can't..

i dunno what it is. i dunno myself. i can't figure it out.. its like, it'll never change.. i'm just a nobody. i'm a weirdo. whatever. i dun give it a damn anymore. since i'm a weirdo to all of you, i just leave it alone, and just leave ME alone. since i'm a NOBODY, why do you still give such a damn. i dun understand. what are you trying to prove? i dunno you know. you dun tell me, i won't force you to. but, i dun see a need for going around saying so much. f*ck off. that's my last warning.

Labels: i'm confused. what am i?