firstly, guzheng exam is 2 weeks later? think so.
secondly, tmr, my day shall suck.
thirdly, i hate myself.
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just quite mad over things. things now a days are seriously... bad. i had an injured thumb for over practicing on the guzheng, its kidda bad. hais. blueblacks at the joint, pain when moving it.
argh, i kidda hate to do anything now.
ytd and the day before(?)... sth bad happened. i'm tired. i didn't ask to interfere with anything, but you got me involved. i dunno wth is happening... hais. i just... tired of what's around me now, and couldn't stop what i'm thinking myself. its tiring. i wouldn't say anything, but i rather trust whom i trust. stopping from doing that... i think is kidda difficult yeaa?
i oso dunno why, but i have a feeling tmr shall suck.
yes, i remembered i had guzheng in the morning, guzheng at 4pm, keyboard at 7 and theory at 8. whole day being packed up, no rest time. maybe i have, but, what's the point? rushing home and out again. home and out again. i'm tired okay... hais.
i think i suck. yes, my life suck. it totally sucked to the core. i freaking hate fridays.