what's the point now?
my life is in a total mess...
its totally meaningless to me...
i can survive with or without,
but can he?
i wondered, though i hated him lots, but i can't seem to let it off...
i dun know what to do...
i hated to think of this, but still, i can't stop it from flooding my mind.
i'm depressed? maybe.
i'm happy? that's a lie.
i can't be happy this way...
sorry for all this, but i'm totally losed and confused.
haiz...
no mood to post others. sorry.
Labels: confused. my life just sucked., emo-ing